Month: November 2009

A Little Bit About My Last Letter

Today is of somewhat significance, and I wanted to write about it, not because I felt I should, but because it’s an end of a chapter.  Or maybe even the whole scene.  I got the idea from a blog I’ve come across lately, and I think her’s is awesome. This is going to be tough to write because as much as I want to be completely honest and open, I know I won’t be able to.  Please just remember, I’m baring all here, so don’t be too brutal. Dear Friend/Lover/Companion It’s been about two weeks since we last spoke.  We ended a roller-coaster breakup with a real goodbye.  A goodbye where you no longer want to even think about me.  I still think about you, though, even though it’s been this long.  I hope you do too.  But it’s not the same way anymore.  How could it be.  I miss you.  I miss the person you are, or at least were.  I’m sure you’ve changed, as I have.  But deep down, I’m still the core being I’ve always been, I just know it better now.  I know what I want, and I know if I’ll be able to get it out of every situation.  But it’s you I miss.  You were my best friend, my confidante, my lover.  You knew my every secret and I knew yours, and we...

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A Little Something About My Personal Space

My ex has been in town since the first of the month, and I have not had any intention of seeing her. I hardly spoke to her in the weeks leading up to it, and it didn’t change while she was here.  But it made me uncomfortable to know that she was here now. I avoided certain areas, but not to change my living of life.  She is set to leave tomorrow, and I told her if she wanted to meet up or chat.  So today I got a call. It’s a little bit weird for me that it still has a “catch-your-breath” effect on me.  The relationship ended ages ago.  Sure, there were things in the middle to act as speed bumps, but still.  Yet it does, and when I saw her name on my phone, I did stop breathing.  I answered, and it began€¦ She was angry.  Very angry.  She had found my blog (after talking to a mutual friend about blogs).  Her curiosity must have gotten the better of her, and she just had to look.  Of course, one of the featured posts is about cheating.  Her cheating.  And so she read.  She read of all the things she had done, and the feelings it caused me.  She read the comments written by followers of how she “is a leech” and how “she’s poisoning your life”. ...

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A Little Bit About Greener Pastures

So, here it is.  Finally.  You don’t know how long you’ve been waiting for this, but I’ve been working on it for a good while already.  It’s probably been too long as I haven’t really written anything since I’ve started, which is not a good thing.  I have, however, attempted to at least make little notes of upcoming posts, so hopefully the gaps between posts won’t be too big. So, back to the blog.  After about 8 months since I first started blogging, I now have my very own.  There are a bunch of cool behind the scenes things that I did, which is new to me, but was awesome to learn and do. It’s been very fun and very satisfying.  But also not so much.  In the final design stages, I had people tell me that they hated it.  It burnt a bit, but I didn’t let it effect me (too much), and this is what I’ve settled on.  And I love it.  But it might still require a little bit of tweak work, so I’d be very grateful for any crit comments, be it good or bad€¦ Let me know. I went through one or two issues with the theme itself as some colour options in the theme just weren’t there.  There were bits of code missing in the WooTheme style pages.  I’ve never used a theme before, nor...

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