“Will you marry me?”
Okay, so maybe that’s a little extreme. But only maybe. I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but the last few months have proven to be very successful for budding wedding ceremonies – From engagements to just the plain old two people getting together on a serious level. I don’t know if it’s the water at the moment, but the couple bug seems to be going around. Be aware!
Now, I don’t want to be rude, insensitive, or otherwise, and I certainly don’t intend to offend anyone but, I am just going to remind you that this is my blog. Now, in saying that, there is little worse than feeling slightly alone, and living with 2 people that are in new relationships.
You know, the honeymoon stage. Granted, one couple is more affectionate than the other, albeit, a lot more, it still makes a difference being there all the time. I don’t think that they make it worse, maybe just aware.
It was Valentine’s day on Sunday but, it doesn’t bother me. What bothers me is that I don’t think I have met one person over the last 19 months or so, that I can actually be with. That “can” has many connotations with it – They may include age, current status, location, etc.
But the fact of the matter is that I want sparks. And bubbles. And all those other things that everyone craves so badly.
I know you can not force these, but it doesn’t mean I can’t want them. Yes, I’ve been on the odd date, even though not for a while, and yes, I know I’m a good person, and all those things… it’s still a desire i have.
I will keep trying to go out and meet new people. This is one of my tasks for the year. Once I can do that, maybe I’ll be able to meet some people I like. Work, as well, has been sapping a lot of my energy but, I don’t mind that too much. It’s something that I think is worth it. For me.
Anyway, that was just something I needed to get off my chest. I am not unhappy, just unsettled. Fidgety. We’ll just see how this year will unfold.