“Will you marry me?”

Okay, so maybe that’s a little extreme.  But only maybe.  I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but the last few months have proven to be very successful for budding wedding ceremonies – From engagements to just the plain old two people getting together on a serious level.  I don’t know if it’s the water at the moment, but the couple bug seems to be going around.  Be aware!

Now, I don’t want to be rude, insensitive, or otherwise, and I certainly don’t intend to offend anyone but, I am just going to remind you that this is my blog.  Now, in saying that, there is little worse than feeling slightly alone, and living with 2 people that are in new relationships.

You know, the honeymoon stage.  Granted, one couple is more affectionate than the other, albeit, a lot more, it still makes a difference being there all the time.  I don’t think that they make it worse, maybe just aware.

It was Valentine’s day on Sunday but, it doesn’t bother me.  What bothers me is that I don’t think I have met one person over the last 19 months or so, that I can actually be with.  That “can” has many connotations with it – They may include age, current status, location, etc.

But the fact of the matter is that I want sparks. And bubbles.  And all those other things that everyone craves so badly.

I know you can not force these, but it doesn’t mean I can’t want them.  Yes, I’ve been on the odd date, even though not for a while, and yes, I know I’m a good person, and all those things… it’s still a desire i have.

I will keep trying to go out and meet new people.  This is one of my tasks for the year.  Once I can do that, maybe I’ll be able to meet some people I like.  Work, as well, has been sapping a lot of my energy but, I don’t mind that too much.  It’s something that I think is worth it. For me.

Anyway, that was just something I needed to get off my chest.  I am not unhappy, just unsettled.  Fidgety.  We’ll just see how this year will unfold.