In at least one point in your life, you’re going to be met with a situation where you want something you can’t have.
A white horse, from my knowledge, is that object you crave, but can never have. It’s always there, but just out of your reach. After time, the horse will eventually run, escaping your memory. But don’t breathe too easily, because it will soon be replaced by a new, shiny white horse. A white horse can be anything you want/need/crave/desire. In this case, we’ll talk about the most desired: Women.
Since I can remember, there has always been a white horse in my life. There are, of course, a few reasons that cause this to remain a white horse:
1. She’s too hot
This is a weird one for me. I am of the opinion that once I know the girl a little, that I am talking to her, then I’d be able to take it any direction I wanted. That was a while ago, and the Hot Girl was a big spanner in that thinking and confidence. I don’t know why, but I’m increasingly more intimidated with the Hot Girl. I know they’re just women too, but I just can’t seem to shake it. So, more so now, there seems to be one around.
2. She’s a friend
Tough one. I personally believe that platonic relationships are never truly possible. But, unless I’m 329% sure that the “times” are aligned, there’s no way I would ruin a good friendship.
3. She has a boyfriend
Or fiance. Or husband. This is a fun topic, isn’t it. You want a girl that has a guy. I, personally, would never try and break them up, because you should never be that person. But this person seems to always be someone you get along amazingly with. You never really have a shot at it, and if you try, you may be that guy forever.
4. The one I fucked up with
The one from the past who you seriously screwed up with, and of course, you only realise this when it’s far too late. You might be friends with this person now, or you no longer speak, but they’re always there in back of your mind. What-ifs are no good, though.
5. I just don’t have the balls
When I was in high school, there was this girl. Hot as the sun, we got on like crazy, but I just never did anything about it. This is the one occasion where I might feel regret about not doing anything because I really have no excuse.
Of course, these situations are amplified if they’re a combination of each other. Imagine 1, 2 and 3 were all one person. That’s three things to have to get around. And would you risk it?! But what if you were one of these people being talked about – What would you do?
A lot of people will argue that this would never effect them, but those are the same people that could go out and pick up anyone they’d like. And that’s not me, and I’m not the type of person to take that risk where I’d lose everything. But I think there comes a time where you need to risk it all?
So, which one do you think is around now, which one do you have around, what have I left out, which one are you or more importantly, what would you do…